May I?

Bicara dimulai dengan Bismillah.. puji-pujian kepada Allah SWT..

maafkan saya andai bicara beta ini menyakitkan hati,mengundang marah kepada mana-mana pihak,menyebabkan tuan hamba semua berasa menyampah ya amat..

Izinkan beta meninta suhuf dengan sulaman benang betatahkan permata yang diimport dari tanah serendah sekebun bunga..

Once upon a time, there live a beautiful intellectually girl, down near the river [tali air]. She was pretty smart in every single ways. Many people were jealous to her..When she was extremely limit miserable feeling, she was advised to convert to other school.. Now she was in a brand new place, new school, new home and might for a new friends..
Everything going fine.. Her neighborhood were pretty awesome.. in class, her teacher asked her for an ambition.. “when I grow up, I want to be an architect”. So the next few years, she had motivated herself to become a successful architect until she reached 17 years old.. something bore in her mind, keep saying “u better find others professional before it is too late”.

The saturated feeling brought to her matriculation world.. her facilitator, Madam SRA, had made a personality test.. a test for students to choose the right passion and might not in wrong situation.. the result shown that her is suitable for experimenting, reading about the nature, more to biology.. she said to herself, “true to your heart.”

She tried her best in matriculation, study until midnight..life was generated by biology and chemistry’s books..everywhere she went, the books always in her hands.. in the middle of semester, she joined sport as she noticed that her weight keep gaining from 50 to 55kg.. exercise is good to health, but if overdose, something will come up..the SIDE EFFECTS! Ended up, she failed on her midterm test and continuously to final examination.. she was half gave up but her close friend keep saying, “ if there a desire, there’s a way”. So, she stayed..

But for now, she always met the counselor, discussed about a right way to a lower pointer like her.. So, the counselor opinioned, that she must try something new in a new environment.. on that time her lovely mom rang, told about the nursing’s interview which held in KL. So, on next day, she flied to KL for an interview..

About 3 weeks waited for the interview result, it worth..So, she moved out for a new life.. the course was not totally hard as in matriculation.. no hectic schedule, but cannot escaped from assignments.. hopefully, she was very happy here although far away from her sweetheart..

Now, when somebody asked her about her future, “ yes! I’m perfectly sure.. Nursing is my passion~. when I finished my diploma, I will work for about 3 years and continue my degree, or maybe post basic.. when I have my chance to fly to Arab Saudi,I will go.. explore the life!~”
KALAU HENDAK MEMANAH,PANAH LAH BULAN..

my trip~

[[ the pretty pink panthers ]]

here am i..to start a story telling.
my trip to parit buntar was very fun.. sonok naek bas ngan members..huhu
i started my clinical at hospital parit buntar on 17 march 2009 ended 27 march 2009..what a short posting..
then,on weekend,my friends and i went to penang..we took a Bumiwira bus which took us for an hour to reach penang.. Since them still new to penang,thus, i showed them some good place..hohoho ++++i met opa..hihi
my last week posting,was very fascinating.. i learnt how to do and prepare Plaster Of Paris (POP),how to deal with haemodialysis patient and more..
I love to work at A&E.. there,i can use my critical thinking.. the unit was the busiet if there any traumatic accident..huh~ but still love it..ngee~
my last day at parit buntar,i flied to penang again..opa invited me at pekan parit and we went to penang together..hihi we hanged around penang as i will went back to kelantan on that night.. we made our promise.. every 3 months,we will meet doesnt mind in kelantan, penang or kl..
thats all..

[[ the making of POP ]]

[[ anywhere but here ]]

[[ Queensbay..Kingsbay.. ahaks~ ]]

[[ we got married ]]

kembali berentap!

hey hey hey~~
im back..is good to be home!~
sorry guys for the past 2 weeks..actually,i had my clinical posting at hospital parit buntar,thus,im not blogging liao.. huuuu~~
i miss my laptop,i miss my room,miss cutie little lembu..huwaaa...
a lot of stories i wanna share with u guys,a lot of pictures too..but i made it slowly..sabaq naa!~
from my experience moments at hospital until i met opa and the return of me to kelantan..yuhuu..
but wait,i need to back to college sat..hoho

Suara Yang Didengar Mayat

SUARA YANG DIDENGAR MAYAT
Yang Akan Ikut Mayat Adalah Tiga hal yaitu:
1. Keluarga
2. Hartanya
3. Amalnya

Ada Dua Yang Kembali Dan Satu akan Tinggal Bersamanya yaitu;
1. Keluarga dan Hartanya Akan Kembali
2. Sementara Amalnya Akan Tinggal Bersamanya.

Maka ketika Roh Meninggalkan Jasad ...Terdengarlah Suara Dari Langit
Memekik, "Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan..

1. Apakah Kau Yang Telah Meninggalkan Dunia, Atau Dunia Yang
Meninggalkanmu
2. Apakah Kau Yang Telah Menumpuk Harta Kekayaan, Atau Kekayaan Yang
Telah Menumpukmu
3. Apakah Kau Yang Telah Menumpuk Dunia, Atau Dunia Yang Telah
Menumpukmu
4. Apakah Kau Yang Telah Mengubur Dunia, Atau Dunia Yang Telah
Menguburmu."

Ketika Mayat Tergeletak Akan Dimandikan ....Terdengar Dari Langit
Suara Memekik, "Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan...

1. Mana Badanmu Yang Dahulunya Kuat, Mengapa Kini Te rkulai Lemah
2. Mana Lisanmu Yang Dahulunya Fasih, Mengapa Kini Bungkam Tak
Bersuara
3. Mana Telingamu Yang Dahulunya Mendengar, Mengapa Kini Tuli Dari
Seribu Bahasa
4. Mana Sahabat-Sahabatmu Yang Dahulunya Setia, Mengapa Kini Ghaib Tak
Bersuara"

Ketika Mayat Siap Dikafan ...Suara Dari Langit Terdengar Memekik,"Wahai
Fulan Anak Si Fulan

1. Berbahagialah Apabila Kau Bersahabat Dengan Ridha
2. Celakalah Apabila Kau Bersahabat Dengan Murka Allah

Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan...

1. Kini Kau Tengah Berada Dalam Sebuah Perjalanan Nun Jauh Tanpa Bekal

2. Kau Telah Keluar Dari Rumahmu Dan Tidak Akan Kembali Selamanya
3. Kini Kau Tengah Safar Pada Sebuah Tujuan Yang Penuh Pertanyaan."

Ketika MayatDiusung.... Terdengar Dari Langit Suara Memekik, 'Wahai Fulan
Anak Si Fulan..

1. Berbahagialah Apabila Amalmu Adalah Kebajikan
2. Berbahagialah Apabila Matimu Diawali Tobat
3. Berbahagialah Apabila Hidupmu Penuh Dengan Taat."

Ketika Mayat Siap Dishalatkan ....Terdengar Dari Langit Suara Memekik,
"Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan..

1. Setiap Pekerjaan Yang Kau Lakukan Kelak Kau Lihat Hasilnya Di
Akhirat
2. Apabila Baik Maka Kau Akan Melihatnya Baik
3. Apabila Buruk, Kau Akan Melihatnya Buruk."

Ketika MayatDibaringkan Di Liang Lahat.... terdengar Suara Memekik Dari
Langit,"Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan...

1. Apa Yang Telah Kau Siapkan Dari Rumahmu Yang Luas Di Dunia Untuk
Kehidupan Yang Penuh Gelap Gulita Di Sini Wahai Fulan Anak Si Fulan...

1. Dahulu Kau Tertawa, Kini Dalam Perutku Kau Menangis
2. Dahulu Kau Bergembira,Kini Dalam Perutku Kau Berduka
3. Dahulu Kau Bertutur Kata, Kini Dalam Perutku Kau Bungkam Seribu
Bahasa."

Ketika SemuaManusia Meninggalkannya Sendirian.... Allah Berkata
Kepadanya, "Wahai Hamba-Ku.....

1. Kini Kau Tinggal Seorang Diri
2. Tiada Teman Dan Tiada Kerabat
3. Di Sebuah Tempat Kecil, Sempit Dan Gelap..
4. Mereka Pergi Meninggalkanmu... Seorang Diri
5. Padahal, Karena Mereka Kau Pernah LanggarPerintahku
6. Hari Ini,....
7. Akan Kutunjukan Kepadamu
8. Kasih Sayang-Ku
9. Yang Akan Takjub Seisi Alam
10. Aku Akan Menyayangimu
11. Lebih Dari Kasih Sayang Seorang Ibu Pada Anaknya".

Kepada Jiwa-Jiwa Yang Tenang Allah Berfirman, "Wahai Jiwa Yang Tenang

1. Kembalilah Kepada Tuhanmu
2. Dengan Hati Yang Puas Lagi Diridhai-Nya
3. Maka Masuklah Ke Dalam Jamaah Hamba-Hamba-Ku
4. Dan Masuklah Ke Dalam Jannah-Ku"

Anda Ingin Beramal Shaleh...?
Tolong Kirimkan Kepada Rekan-Rekan Muslim Lainnya Yang Anda
Kenal...!!!Semoga Kematian akan menjadi pelajaran yang berharga bagi
kita dalam menjalani hidup ini.

Rasulullah SAW. menganjurkan kita untuk senantiasa mengingat mati
(maut) dan dalam sebuah hadithnya yang lain, belau bersabda "wakafa bi
almauti wa'idha", artinya, cukuplah mati itu akan menjadi
pelajaranbagimu!

Semoga bermanfaat bagi kita semua, Amiin....

Bahan Renungan Untuk Anda, Sahabatku, yang mungkin terlalu sibuk
bekerja... Luangkanlah waktu sejenak untuk membaca dan merenungkan pesan
ini...

Alhamdulillah, Anda beruntung telah terpilih untuk mendapatkan
kesempatan membaca email ini.

good bye

Goodbye My Friend
( I know you're gone you said you're gone but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end
(you gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

So glad we made it
time will never change it

ni last post aku.. 2 minggu aku xkn jenguk blog nih,tu pon kalau masih lagi dipanjangkan umurku..aku nak pergi jaoh..

di sini,aku ingin memohon maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa,mengguriskan hati sesape, dalam sedar atau tidak sedar.. jutaan terima kasih jepada anda semua kerna sentiasa mengikuti perkembangan blog ini.. tanpa korang,sape lah aku.. sape lah blog ni..

utk yg tersyg, time will heal..

semoga kehidupan aku ini diberkati Allah swt.. aku hamba yg lemah, mudah terguris walaupun hny satu perkataan yg boleh mendatangkan kesensitifan kepada diriku..

mungkin ada yg kata aku emo,tp biarlah.. hati ni benar2 terguris..

aku maafkan semua kesalahan korg wat kat aku..[erm..ade ke?] xkira la besar ke kecik, aku xnk berdendam..

keyh,post akan ditamatkan dengan kadar beberapa saat lagi..
assalamualaikum..

just my luck~~

"I'm starting to drive again
Its getting too much
Not often that I slip up
Well its just my luck
Yeah yeah "

Yesterday, again, i drove long's car and went to college..

In 3km before reached the college,at traffic light,i saw police van surf in next lane.. my heart automatically beated so fast..too fast too furious.. hope for no bloakade,because i still not get the P license for car.. hohoho ..kui3

There you go,the green light pop-up.. so,i turn on my right and u know, how my heart was in analytic shock when i saw jpj's road block.. in my heart,

" dead meat! red caught...adoii".

dah la i have no P sticker to cover,only imigresen's sticker were in left side of infront mirror.. yet wore the pink suit..

But,i tried to calm down myself,and my eyes drooling to my left side..surprising me! the blackade only on motorist.. ESCAPED!..huhu syukran jazilan Allah..

when reaching the jpj's officer,i put up my hand with the slumberest face and it look like im driving to the moon..

for your information, i think im such a lucky person.. there were many road-block recently, but im always escaped.. i dont know why.. maybe,Allah still love me and He still want give me a chances..

just my luck..~

Mengapa Utara Tak Ditawan Portugis (Fakta Sejarah)

Tolong sebarkan perkara ini (Sejarah Penjajahan Tanah Melayu) kepada kawan kawan kita supaya kita semua dapat kesedaran di sebalik sejarah yang sengaja tak didedah disebabkan agenda tertentu.. Semoga dari pendedahan ini kita mengambil iktibar betapa Ketuanan Melayu disanggah selama ini.....

1508: Alfonso de al buqurque menyampaikan hasratnya kepada Raja portugis untuk meluaskan pegaruhnya ke Asia Tenggara ( Melaka pusat perdagangan asia tenggara ketika itu) dan juga laluan penting perdagangan timur barat. Raja Portugis bersetuju untuk menyediakan kemudahan bala tentera 158 buah kapal, 15300 ( anggaran) bala tentera

1509: Portugis menghantar perisik ke Melaka untuk mengetahui keadaan kekuatan pertahanan disana

Oct 1511: Alfonso berjaya menawan Melaka setelah berhempas pulas melawan 5 pahlawan melayu terhandal (Hang Tuah, Hang Lekir, Hang Lekiu,Hang Jebat dan Hang Kasturi) ini adalah mimpi ngeri bagi pihak Alfonso, untuk menawan Melaka serta berlawan dengan 5 Hang bersaudara, mereka perlu mendapat askar tambahan setelah 15k askarnya terkorban dalam pertempuran selama 6 hari itu dengan 5 Hang bersudara..akhirnya dapat juga menawan Melaka setelah hampir kecewa dan putus asa...

1512: Setahun 12 bulan kemudian Alfonso ingin meluaskan kekuasaannya ke Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang, yang ketika itu adalah pusat pegeluaran tebu untuk gula rantau ini,...

Feb 1512:Alfonso menghantar perisik ke Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang untuk mengetahui kekuatan bala tentera di sana mengikut sejarah, perisiknya telah ke kedai kopi sekitar untuk mendapat segala maklumat yang diperlukan.. .

Seminggu selepas

FEB 1512, Perisik balik ke Melaka untuk memberitakan hasil risikan kepada Alfonso. Di bawah adalah perbualan percakapan antara perisik dengan Alfonso yang selama ini cuba disembunyikan dalam buku sejarah

Perisik 1.2.3: selamat pagi tuan (sambil bertabik)
Alfonso: selamat pagi
Perisik 1: Begini lah tuan, lupakan saja niat tuan untuk menawa Perlis, Kedah dan Pulau Pinang
Alfonso: Kenapa kuat sangat kah mereka itu..? ( dengan nada marah dan bongkak)
Perisik 2: Untuk menawan melaka yang mempunyai 5 pahlawan terhandal Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, Hang Kasturi, Hang Lekir dan Hang Lekiu pun kita kehilangan hampir 15k bala tentera, inikan pula kita nak menawan Perlis, Kedah dan P.Pinang yang mempunyai beribu ribu hang..
Perisik 3: Betoi tu tuan...antaranya

hang sihat, hang buat apa, hang apa khabar, hang lagu mana, hang pi mana, hang nak pi mana, hang kat mana, hang singgah dulu, bapak hang, mak hang, adik hang, tok hang dan macam macam lagi hang ada kat sana.....

Mendengar hasil risikan itu Alfonso pun tak jadi nak pi serang disebabkan pengalamannya sebelum ini bersama 5 pahlawan melayu Melaka amat ngeri......ini kan pula nak berhadapan beribu ribu hang kat situ.

sekadar hiburan...

macam ketam~~

"seperti ketam mengajar anaknya berjalan dengan betul"

hmm..pna dengar x peribahasa tu? haa.. maksudnya, jika nak perbetulkan org len,cermin2 kan diri sendiri tu dulu,lihat samada diri tu betui ka idak.. mulut sedap duk tego,tp tuan empunya badan,ag tewok wooo~

this is the story,of how it is....

yesterday,i go to jeram linang with long and her new hubby, my bro and lil sis.. on my way back from jeram to umah atok, 'sinar' said to me,"drive slowly,this is kampung road,its very dangerous driving in fast situation".. at that time,i drove 60km/hour.. so, i maintained it and drive carefully..take care of everything might come up in front.
after jalan kampung,there was jalan raya,also can called highway.. if i was not mistaken, that was jalan pasir puteh..sorry if im wrong..haha xkan nak drive slow kot..highway,60km/hour,gila ah.. slow tahap dewa la beb.. 'sinar' advised me again,dont get too fast,nnt excident.. in my heart," menyampah la pulak mamat ni.."

after we break a while at umah atok for asar and maghrib prayer, we started back our journey.. now trip from machang to kb.. so,i gave the car key to 'sinar' as he want to drive it..

started from the beginning,he drove soooooooooooo fast... only Allah know how scared all of us.. at jalan kampung before we arrived at three junction,he accelerated about 120km/hour.. abe told me,he dont want to look infront as i typed in some message sound like this,

"oyak kakku sedak,xleh bwk laju,jale kapum..padahal dio tu,lagi laju dari aku.."

at last, i cannot stop my feeling to tell 'sinar',but just "iissssshhhhhh"..

but,he stepped the petrol's pedal hardly and drove like 'blinded pig'.. all we can do is pray to Allah to save our journey from any disaster..

oh! men.. why all of u so egoistic? want to show some power to ladies? i think,forget about it lol~~ we hate men with no moral and ethics..

p/s: i still not talk to 'sinar' since last night.. perhaps,he will understand why abe and i were a lil bit quiet today.. remember the phrase..

nightmare~~

last night,i had a nightmare.. its about tsunami.. cant story in detail,cause its horrible.. and im still in "lub dub" situation.. at that time,i was in beach,playing the ombak,and suddenly, i saw a big water in front of me..it looks like a phagositosis mechanism.. uuuu..so scary... on the spot,i ran towardly to my house..i ran as fast as i could and believe me,i left my hand bag at the beach.. it contained 6 thousand ringgit.. i must pay the yuran pengajian,but it all gone now.. hopefully,i was safe..i remember what cikgu along,my teacher at plkn,she always said "safety,safety" when we had our activity.. if i was dead at my dream, u know what will happen to me? maybe at tanah merah batu 2.. oh,Allah..forgive me of all my fault that i had done between u and me..im really2 scare of your qada' and qadar.. im only small creature,and barely do nothing to fight the destiny.. indeed, you are really Maha Berkuasa and no one can challenge your power..no one..even me.. amin..

a big fat malay wedding~

:: satu lafaz,dah sah.. ::

:: sorg missing in action ::

:: posing2 ::

:: hihik~ ::

:: epinye makteh.. ::

:: yg tinggal.. hes hes..who will be next get married?

the stupid bitch at petrol station!~

huh!~ wut a mess day when i heard something unpleasant words through my ears,storied by my lil sis,ipah.. that bitch with super duper mouth said, "bodoh la yg drive kete kancil DAJ tu.."
my lil sis heard it as she want to pay chocolate in mesra.

its true,my fault because i have overdrive and langgar divider but its not ruined my car and petronas station.. but because of the celuparnya mulut itu,im very angry.. i am very particular with negative word ni..and who's she to complain about the client? no ethics and such a rude worker..

but,u know,she's maybe smart enough to talk about driving, smart things.. at that time, i want to enter back to that station,and talk to that bloody bitch, "whats ur prob,ma'am?" but,i have cancelled it as it shown 1030 pm..

for the very first and last time i stepped in that petrol station..not anymore..

p/s: PETRONAS PINTU GENG,KELANTAN.

Picture Of You

Didn't they say that I would make a mistake
Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble
People told me you were too much to take
I could see it, I didn't wanna know
I let you in and you let me down
You messed me up and you turned my life around
Let me feel that I had no where to go
I was alone, how was I too know that..
You'll be there, when I needed somebody
You'll be there, the only one to help me

I had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along.

Who'd believe that after all we've been through
I'd be able to put my trust in you
Goes to show you can't forgive and forget
looking back, I have no regrets cause..

You will be there, when I needed somebody
You will be there, the only one to help me

I had a picture of you in my mind
Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along

You will be there, when I needed somebody
You will be there, the only one to help me

I had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along

[i think this is the best song .. mulut2 nakal yg nk porak peranda kan kami,arap maaf lew..hoho x degih pon deh?!~]

renungan

lima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita usaha utk mendapatkannya
1:wajah yang cantik
2 duit yang banyak
3:kesihatan yang baik
4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita
5:tidur yang nenyak tanpa ganguan..

senang jer untuk mendapatkannya hanya 15minit setiap hari.

kata nabi saw: “siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezki yang berkat dan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatan badan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 yg bermanfaat dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yang nyenyak.” ‘sampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat'

coming clean~~

sonok gak ujan2..boleh pakai baju ujan ni..ee..soram la pulak..cam antu citer dark water..hohoho kan die kai baju ujan kaler kuning.. huuuuuuu

inilah rutin harian kalo da ujan..xnk kasi basah,pakai ler.. bukan la aku kata ujan ni menyusahkan semua org,tp ini satu rahmat.. ye x? setiap yg Allah jadi kan,musti ada hikmahnye.. xcayer? huhu cayer la..

tp kan,ade sesetengah org,bila cuaca terik panas mentari,mula la meminta dicurahkan ujan..takot itam muka la, kulit kering la.. macam2..

bila ujan sentiasa,bising lak. baju xkering la,susa nk gi kelas la.. haizz..sape la yer?

tp bg aku,bila ujan,mmg syok kalau dibungkus dalam kaen slimut..pergh.. layan tido wooo~~
jadi, hargai lah nikmat Allah seadanya.. kita kan hambanya..

huhu tp arini da xujan da..rindu pulak kat ujan..hoho btw,aku lulus ujian memandu td..hoho tahniah utk diri ku..terima kasih jugak kat ujan sbb kasi motor aku brek cun punye..hoho

Model Terhangat Di Pasaran Cerah

Lihatlah aksi 'anak dia'..huhu Lagaknya seperti awek,tapi meleset sama sekali kerna dia merupakan kanak2 ribena sejati!!!

Nama Sebenar : Asmawi Aiman

Nama Komersial : Mawi aka 'anak dia'

Umur : 3 tahun

Status : Rumit

Hobi : Bergambar, Bermain game, Menyanyi, Menari

Cita-cita : komputer [betui ka nak jadi komputer??]

Lokasi Penggambaran : Di sebuah hotel mewah milik penuh syarikat Tok Bilal & co

Pakaian : Mawi Own Wonderland

p/s: Sebarang temu janji, tempahan,sila hubungi MakTeh di talian 15454..